kisah si debab yg terlampau

ye.. aku mmg debab. dr kecil lg.. pernah di katakan slim oleh org tahun lps ketika brt ku 15kg kurg dr skrg... entah kenapa berat naik smula....lps bertemu cintaku kini kot..hehe..

walaupun da masuk program tajaan dr rozmey dan pesona pgantin, brt aku turun x byk pun.. ade la 7kg je sejak mac lps.. kdg2 rs mcm kesiannye kat tunang aku.. dpt bakal isteri debab. nasib baik aku kiut..ngee..hehe.. tp katanya dia bkn ape, risaukan kesihatan aku je..betul jugak kan... klau dia x syg, x kan dia pinang aku.. kdg2 rs frust jugak sbb diet smpai pitam tp lmbtnye berat turun...ARGGHHHHH!!

dulu... masa kecik2 org suka sgt2 tgk aku..mana2 pegi org cubit pipi...

"ala kiutnye dia..."

"geramnye tgk si debab ni.."

tapi tu dulu... masa umur 2-6thn....bila masuk drjah satu...

"eh gemuk...apsal ko gemuk sgt ar?" dan budak laki jahat tu pun menumbuk lengan aku... yep.. aku mangsa buli masa kecik2 dulu..hanya sebab aku gemuk. x de pun budak lelaki yg suka aku. diorang semua suke yg kecik2 mcm haslin.. atau petty..(classmate masa di skola rendah). aku pun kwn dgn ade sorg bdk debab jugak, syima nama dia...masa drjah 1.. tp x smua org buli aku... sbb aku boleh dikatakan pandai la kat skola..hehe.. aku sukee sgt2 bc buku... aku rajin hafal sifir..

jadi sbb aku pandai blajar maka aku diterima dlm masyarakat sekola rendah...my primary school is an elite school..anak2 org kaya2 ramai di situ..aku? aku biase je...tp gemuk..hahaha.. aku pernah terfikir yang...'agaknye aku x kan kahwin smpai tua kot sbb aku gemuk..mana ade org nakkan aku..'

yes..smpai mcm tu sekali...org sekeliling x mgerti apa yg kami insan2 debab rasa... tp tu smua cite lama... when i was in standard 4, satu demi satu insiden yg mem'boost' self esteem aku berlaku... mula2 sekali aku menang pertandingan menulis karangan.. x sgka, ada bakat rupanya.. then i entered the story telling competition... alhamdulillah..menang... dan faktor kwn2 jugak buat aku yakin pd diriku..thanx to zue, kwnku masa drjh 5 yg kini menjadi pembekal tudung2 lycra utk aku jual kat sekolah(hehe).. zue is an insurance agent now, since dia sangat yakin orgnye..dan memandu sebuah suzuki swift berwarna merah..mantapp kan? zue was a very confident girl in school.... i admired her. memang berani... kitorg ade tubuhkan grup 'KRU'..sbb obses dgn KRU masa tu..haha..so bertitik tolak dr penubuhan grup tu, aku menjadi yakin.. masuk debate masa drjah 6... buat 'show' lagu elite laggiii tau masa last day of standard 6..

bila masuk sekolah mnengah, aku still dipersendakan sbb debab... bdk2 cina kongsi gelap sekolah pggil aku 'ta siang' iaitu 'gajah'... tp aku selambe je... masa tu aku pengawas... lelama aku baik dgn diorang.. debab bkn sbarang debab, akhirnya si debab jatuh cinta buat pertama kalinya dan cintanya bersambut... namun cinta pertamaku tak kesampaian kerana dia tak bisa memilih diriku...dan memilih orang lain sbg isterinya..maklumlah, aku belajar lama sgt katanya... yg benaunye, x de jodoh... masa tu aku jd mcm rossa dlm video klip ni... frust..

dan aku mula fikir agaknya org debab mcm aku ni layak utk dipermainkan aje... but i'm a positive person... aku terus mencari cinta...sehinggalah cinta menemuiku...cewahhh... yelah, i met my fiance online di friendster..dia yg terjumpa profile aku... walaupun melalui perhubungan yg penuh dugaan... walaupun dia pernah menolak cintaku dulu.. but now..look where we r standing.. :) dia buatkan aku view life in a differrent way; a positive way... x pelah x dpt jd pengantin kurus pun...pengantin debab pun debab la... aku akan try kurus pas kawin..nak jadi isteri yg slim..tp yg paling penting; nak jadi isteri solehah...

try sleeping woth a broken heart..

have u ever tried aleeping with a broken heart? try it... believe me.. it hurts.. really love this song...

Undangan ke Majlis Penyatuan Nana & Zaki

Salam...

Dear friends,


I would like to invite all of you to my wedding on 25th of September 2010 ( 16 Syawal) at Dewan MBMB Bukit Beruang, Melaka. The reception on HIS side would be on 2nd of October 2010 (23rd of Syawal) at No 37, LOT 70 Jln Masjid RTB Bkt Changgang, Banting. (5 minutes from Masjid KLIA, Berdepan dgn kilang kertas Genting Sanyen). Jemput dtg....

Nak kawen jugak akhirnya....dgn buah hati lama yg dah 3thn on-off... kalau dah jodoh, insya Allah.... nervous.. nak menempuh alam baru...at the same time excited juga... wish us a happy marriage forever ye...?

berdetak detup jantungku...

7 days to Ramadhan..
51 days to my solemnization..

Insya-Allah this year's Ramadhan will be the last Ramadhan for me as a single lady...next year, insya Allah, i'll be celebrating the holy Ramadhan with dearest future hubby or perhaps newly born twins? hehe..amiin...(belum pape da brangan dpt anak kembar)

2010- zaman menamatkan zaman bujang to most of my friends... a lot of my friends got married this year and there are still a few weddings on the way... jeep, lyd and cuya, looking forward for urs too! doa byk2 agar jodoh dipermudahkan ye...

nothing much to say, maybe not in the mood for blogging..hehe..

Kini baru ku tahu....

These r my pictures sekitar pertunangan.... thanx kwn2ku cuya n lyd yg sudi dtg dr jauh....

setelah hampir sebulan btunang... kini br ku tahu yg benarlah kata2 org tua yg alam petunangan mmg byk dugaannya.. God.... i didnt believe what they said; sbb yelah, tunang ke x, sama je kot stakat da sarung cincin je kan? but now....

1. kitorg bdua cpt sgt terasa... silap ckp sket mula la nak sentap.. dlu x mcm ni.. nape? cpt sgt rs nak mrh kat dia... i wonder y... ada je isunye... sometimes i wud feel like; "betul ke aku nak kawen dgn mamat ni?"

2. we no longer text or call each other like we used to.... aku mcm x brp kisah sgt kalau dia x call atau x sms... smpai dia pun kata aku da eksen sket...

3. gangguan pihak ke3... iaitu dr bekas boypren... yg kdgkala bisa mggugat... waduh.. aku tau dia juga mgalami gangguan bekas geprennya... harap kami sbr menempuh alam ptunangan yg tggal 5 bln lg ni....


So these r my pictures.. nak tgk byk lg kat fb ku di add www.facebook.com/izzuana( for those yg xde fb). temanya pink n white... tulus suci u, setulus kasih kami, auww..

~my family : nani, ayah... ibu... taty... n i...

~ dearest sistas... which hv been a great help during my engagement ~


~ hehe.. encik tunangku di ujung kanan; siap duk depan tuu ms org bincang2... zmn moden maa.. ~

~ sirih junjung gubahan ibu.. ~

~ " cantik dan gebu menantu macik ni.. " kata bakal mak mertua ku..

~ class x bulu mata mak, nyah? ~

~ dgn brg hantaran... penuh dgn segala mak nenek kek disponsor oleh sdara mara.. ~

~ wif lyd n cuya.. ~
~ excited dan gedik di hr ptunangan... auw.. ~

~ kek pertunanganku.. ~



Doakan kami ye.... Bkn senang kami nak bsatu smula... kami da terpisah oleh lautan selama 2 thn... mungkin berkat doa akhirnya disatukan dgn ikatan pertunangan.. mudah2an kami akan disatukan dgn akad... lafaz janji kami pd Allah utk bersatu; utk memaknakan lg hubungan dgn ikatan pernikahan... insya Allah... amiin...

of dieting & wedding...

deareast u ollz...

sorry for taking 150 years to update my blog.. hehe.. dont blame me, i've been bz with...stuff. huhu..
what stuff? okay.. i got engaged a few days ago.. on 14march 2010.. and spt biasa lah kan, cikgu bz awal2 thn.. okay... where shud i start? hmm first of all, i wud like to congratulate all mrsm AG's spm 2009 students and mrsm ag teachers for giving ur full commitment that our college is still on the first ranking of the non-BITARA MRSM for spm result with the GPS of 1.46.. and congrates english unit for the 76% of A scorers in our college... okay2, enough of that..
I've PUT ON WEIGHT. tidak banyak.. cuma 20kg je sejak 8 bulan lps... mantap kan?? hahaha... why? i dont know.. maybe bcoz my cik abg(now encik tunang) is near with me so i feel senang hati...and ate.. and ate.. and ate... since december, i've been staying in AG; no longer with my parents so i'm currently teaching aini; my housemate to cook so i pun join makan same la... and plus, aku mkn folic acid atas saranan saorang rakan sekerja knon2 esok kawin senang lekat tanpa myedari bahawasanya folic acid itu menaikkan nafsu berahiku terhadap makanan lantas myebabkan pertambahan beratku sebanyak 5kg lagi...

mcmana ye? nnti nak jadi pengantin.. insyaAllah pas raye nnti... haaa....

FRIENDS; i would like to announce that i'm one of the finalist of the 'PROJEK KILAUAN BERLIAN-serlahkan kilauanmu' tajaan majalah pesona pengantin&jusmate5... a project for brides-to-be; or to be more specific XXL brides-to-be... projek menguruskan badan... so insyaAllah, i will appear in the Pesona Pengantin magazine probably every issue to see our latest weight. each finalist will be given jusmate5 for free for 5months... the winner ill get sponsorship for their wedding! and cash from Herba prima marketing.... so guys, berikan daku semangat!!

dan doakan pertunanganku membawa ke jinjang pelamin dan seterusnye ke akhir hayat kami ye... amiin...

hope it's not too late...

salam...

i hope it's not too late to wish all of you "Happy New Year"....

diharapkan tahun baru imi membawa kebahagiaan, murah rezeki dan kesihatan buat semua... amiiin...

i lost my grandmother( Makwa - my dad's mother) a few days ago. what made me cried and still makes me cry is when i think about what she intended to do on my engagement/wedding day. In December, my cousin got married. Makwa made a special green-marbled puding and a few kuih bakar manis with green n red cherries on top of them. She was a magnificent cook.. the green marble puding really caught my eyes.
"Cantiknya agar2 ni makwa..."
She smiled. "Nanti nana kawin makwa buat lagi besar... x pun nanti pakwe ko 'antau tanda' nanti makwa buatkan kuih bakau, kuih ku(nyonya delicacies.. cepat le sikit, ckp dgn pakwe ko jgn lambat2.."
"Yay...bestnye..."
I cried a lot when the time to bathe arwah(mandi mayat). alhamdulillah, only her daughters and grandaugthers took part in that.. and i cried a lot too when my other grandma (nenek; my mom's mother) came to visit.
They were about to cover her face (kapankan) when suddenly we heard nenek's voice; "nanti.."
Terdengkot-dengkot nenek dgn tongkatnye masuk ke ruang tamu di mana jenazah sedang dikafankan. And that was the time when I saw ibu cried....
Semoga roh allahyarhamah ditempatkan di kalangan golongan beriman, amiin...